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is everything alright???

i dont even know to describe it...... the way how i stand up.... the way i tough... the way i can still laughing when i am crying.. the way i keep moving... the way i open of my eyes to face reality... the way i have to survive for my family.. the way i stop thinking bout love... the way i think that am stupid....the way i block my life to people.... the way i cant say anything.... the way i feel lonely....

But...
All i have to do is.... loving my self and enjoy it... thats it!

My mind said that :
No one can understand u... no one can solve ur fucking bussiness.... no one can help you... no one will come when u need someone... so what do you expect from them?????
Just keep that spirit... dont ever let it go... just u...ur self can do all of this..

wish that i can still breathing
Bye life........