I just Maudie Sazsa Nadia

I dont even know to say it...to tell all of u...
that i know..i miss to write down in this blog...

The first thing i made this blog is i just wanna share my experiences to people who read my blog and i would be happy if they are motivated from what i wrote... and all of that are true story !

But now...
i just felt like.. there's no motivation.. there's no spirit.... there's no hope.... there's no wishes.. there's no purpose of life.. and i feel empty.. But that's not a problem for me at all.. i dont blame anyone even my self... I still alive eniwe... even i die right now am ready....

So guys..
if you feel same as me... dont ever judge ur self... there is so many people with different mind and we are free to choose whatever we want... only our self have right to do that !!!! I dont fucking care what people said to me....they thought that what they have done are right...nope ! there is no right...there is no wrong..just do what do you want to do

For me now...
as long as i still breathing.. i just follow the way... whatever will be just will be.... and i will still writing in this blog whatever it is...


see ya............